Yesterday… digging through a box of old journals… I find Scripture… written… highlighted…
dissatisfied…expressing or showing lack of satisfaction: not pleased or satisfied…
satisfy… (the fourth definition…) convince… to put an end to (doubt or uncertainty): dispel
—Merriam-Webster’s Collegiate Dictionary (11th Ed.)
There… I see me… disgruntled… dissatisfied… unconvinced… a cynic… in certain areas of unfulfilled desire…
Jesus calls me to surrender and there’s nothing like releasing fears and falling into peace. It terrifies, true. But it exhilarates. This, this is what I’ve always wanted and never knew: this utter trust, this enlivening fall of surrender into safe hands.
—Ann Voskamp, One Thousand Gifts Devotional
Can we have hope… without trust…? and how does a cynical heart… begin to trust…?
We take the moments as bread and give thanks and the thanks itself becomes bread. The thanks itself nourishes. Thanks feeds our trust.
—Ann Voskamp, One Thousand Gifts Devotional
Thanks… being thank-full… for each and every moment…
Can I be thank-full… for setbacks… delays… hurts… pains…? Is it possible to receive them as grace… gift… from heaven…? Can I trust the One who says His love is unfailing… steadfast… that in ALL things… He will work for the good of those who love Him…?
Hmmm… I need to see more fully… more clearly… His love…
His unfailing love… the foundation… for hope… and trust…
The Love that stoops down… empties Self… of divinity… majesty… glory… to rescue… redeem… restore…
Stoops… to the point of death… death… on… a… cross…
Here is the love that satisfies… the love that is trustworthy… feeds hope… and for which I can be… thank-full…